Wednesday, January 21, 2009


1st off no one be offended by this blog, these r only my opinions and views. Thank you :].
hmmm, well i personally could not date a bisexual man.........its like dating half a man. I like men/guys.............who r very masculine && not all wimpy & soft. If a man is bisexual that means he likes to have sex wit guys.....witch means he likes to get 'effed, in the butt? I dnt want no dude who likes men jus like i do, that's too bizarre for me. But some women r freaks && like to use bisexual men like sex toys r somthin, && if that's you, that's cool, cause it's your body. I think trust ould also be hard in a relationship with i bisexual man, because you never kno if his homeboys r the 1's he's effin. No matter wat yu say, yu kno in da back of yur mind that thot is there like "wat if they're gettin there freak on?" && most straight guys aint gon be all buddy buddy it a bisexual dude, so they're friends either have to be bisexual or us straight up gay. && its the same situation wit bisexual girls. Most guys dnt complain that there girl is bisexual, it jus makes freaky thots run thots run through there head, prolly thinkn "damn can we have a 3some?" Or its jus sexy to them. Not all guys tho, some r against or care about a relationship so much, that they dnt wanna take any chances......watever the case maybe.

&& the other day i met a bisexual girl, im gonna tell yall the story
Ok so i was sitting in the pac (my schools theatre) with two of my other friends, im not gonna use real names, but 1 was a guy and 1 was a girl, so lets call the guy kyle and the girl krissy. Anyway i was sitting there tlkin to kyle and then these two mexican girls came in and set in front of us, then 1 of the mexican girls started looking at me, and whispered somethin to krissy, and i was thinkn damn dats rude so i started mugging her, and krissy looked at me && as laughin and she was like "oh she said yur sexy, cause i see yu lookin over here, but she jus said yur sexy." i was like ohhh thank yu lol. && then kyle was like yah she's bi (he was tlkn bout the mexican girl) && the mexican girl was like r yu bi? && i was like ohhh no im straight, && she thot that was funni, and she was like well im like bi curious (wtf is that??) , but the whole time i would be tlkn to my friends she was jus staring at me makin me feel pretty uncomfortable. But yah, I think bi curious is another word for freaks, like they jus wanna have sex with some1 of the same se, because its goin thouh they're heads.
I've dne my dirt too, but i've learned that my body is a temple, and what be doin whatever with.
&& for the record im straight(& single) i like guys only, and dnt get dn wit gurls like that.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Whats the deal??

Ok so i kno yall r gon be askin whats goin on wit me and cyril...............but quite frankly its really none of yur business, all im gonna say is we're over and that's that. Do i still think about him? i still love him? Duh! But i think its best we're apart so i jus needa delete him outta my life for now, maybe somewhere alog the way we'll put the stupid bullshit behind us, but for rite now i dnt want to have anything to do with him. Im done wit all the games, and goin back and forth with each other.
But honestly, no matter if i tlked to other guys in my relationship wit cyril, i put him 1st no matter what, && always claimed him but he dnt understand how i put him b4 anybody and everything. but watever im starting a new chapter in my book. So yah as of now im single, and i like it this way. i'm still working on trying to find myself, inside and out. im ready to put myself 1st this time, in anything i do. && when im ready i'll find some1 better than a dude jus tryna bust nuts all the time :]. I'm a young girl with alot of wants, needs, goals, and dreams, jus like anybody else. i guess now that will be my main focus.